My Fears

Hi, everyone has something to fear. Personally, I'm a happy and non concerned person. But i used to have a lot of things that i was afraid of. The first fear is failing, i was used to be good person in everything, when i do something i rarely fail and this is why i was afraid of failing. With time i overcome this failing, because I already know that there is no success without a fail. Another thing I was afraid of is the future, I was always thinking about what is going to happen in the future. Losing someone I love is is the biggest fear i have. especially when I'm living in the other side of the earth. Although having this fear is rare, but thinking about losing my friends in the US or the others back home terrifies me. To face my fears, mostly I keep myself busy, try to have fun, and being outdoor.

- Motaz

My New Year Resolution

      Hi, today I'm going to write about my 2011 resolution. every single one wants to be better every year. For me, I have a lot of bad sides of me that I really would like to change and I'm planning to do it. First, my education. in the last five months I have been really lazy and I totally forgot my main purpose in United States. In 2011, I made a promise that I will make a change. Second, as a person, I hurt so many people that I care about. My true friends who were with me in the good and even the bad situations. All what I did is turn them down and push them away. This is the most important change I would like to make this year. Also I would love to lose some weight. I have done it before and I have lost more than 40 lbs but I need to lose about 20 more to reach my goal.


- Motaz

Little about me

Hi, My name is Motaz Alammash. I am from Saudi Arabia. I'm 24 years old. I came to United States to take my master degree in the field of computer science. As like any student, I have a dream. When I get my master degree, I would like to work in one the major communication companies in Saudi Arabia, it is called Mobily. Mobily is the biggest communication company in Saudi Arabia in the mean time, so working in such a big place and working beside the best is going to help me improve my knowledge and will improve my skills in many fields other than the computer field.

Getting a dream job in Saudi Arabia could be very hard sometimes, that's the reason would make me consider another company but in the same work field. Working in an oil company is another dream for any dreamer around the world, especially engineers. This is why I will not stop at Mobily. I will seek another dream and I hope everything goes will for me in the future.

- Motaz